you see? was shattered. dreams. she did. am pained now to remember that so easy was that fall...so easy was the faith dispersed blown never to return...

and so am albatrossed all chained bout neck and dragged each day closer closer to be bowed so crippled bending lower and now low down ill never straighten tall...it doesnt matter would like to say yet know it does...too much...

so...so...and what to do...and. what. to. do?