truth you say you want that you say...tell me the truth trust me..HA! no way jose no way can that one ever be dragged screaming into the light...the i i have to offer is this me you see here before you there can never be another likened to a bright and shiny all unscarred so clean as used to be that long long time ago...

no...no...the damage has been done...the scars run deep never to be healed god knows ive tried and can never have never been able to climb back up from that place so dark...now, i do not care cant care am inured to such have become a stone nonrolling yes but still a stone a boulder